Have you ever thought that you had made the worst mistake of your life? I know everyone has had that feeling before sometime in their life, but what about fixing the problem? Let me tell you my story first, then give you my plan of fixing it.
In 2006 my grandmother, whom I was very close to, passed away from lung cancer.
At that time a had been dating a girl named Tessa.
We were together for about five years when all of this had gone down.
When my grandmother died, I lost it.
I didn't want to do anything but sleep.
I lost about 30lbs of weight and my attitude changed for the worse.
Tessa graduated high school before I.
While I was a senior, I met a girl named Megan.
We instantly began clicking.
It seemed like we were good for each other.
However, I had Tessa.
For some reason I broke up with her and began to date Megan.
The bad thing is that I cheated when I promised Tessa that I never would.
About two weeks after Tess and I broke up, karma crept in.
Megan cheated on me with a member of the football team.
My heart was broken in pieces.
There is no way to explain the things that I was feeling in my heart.
It's been almost 2 years to the day since Tess and I broke up.
I married Megan and still, I dream about Tessa.
I keep wondering, "Is she the one I'm supposed to spend my life with?" and wonder if she is, then why is it so hard to get her to speak to me after all of this time? Today was a big day for me.
Tessa asked me to be her friend over Facebook because I remembered her birthday on August 18th.
Is my foot in the door? Is it actually possible for me to get back with the one I truly love? So, you might be wondering what my plan is now.
It's quite simple actually.
I'm going to sit back and play it cool.
I'm going to show her what she means to me and tell her that I would do anything in the world for her.
Unlike 2006, I am a changed person, and one day I hope she will know that.